This calls for a quick hiatus.

I just upgraded to WordPress 3.0 a few minutes ago.

I know I always wanted to keep this blog going as much as I want but for some unknown and really really effin’ reason my internet just stopped working two weeks ago. I’ve been trying to get it back and been bugging Globe Innove about it for the past two weeks too however, they don’t seem to be so responsive about it… so screw them!

We’d either wait for the support team to resolve our internet problem or swich to another (better option imho). So until then, I don’t really think I can update as much as I want to.

Sometimes thinking of a good title takes the blogging moment away.

So for this entry, screw you title. :>

It’s June and I think if I want a good month ahead of me, I better start it with positivity. It’s not that I want to fool myself by telling myself things are good however, I believe they’re getting there. :] Though typing my blog entry’s first two sentences doesn’t actually sound like me whenever I talk to myself but at least, I’m trying to sound a little bit tad more optimistic than the usual.

Well anyway, let’s leave all the effing bad vibes behind cos it’s June already! I’m actually anticipating some stuff this month including meeting my dad after a decade. Soooo, I somewhat feel giddy about it… like c’mon it has been a decade since the last time I saw my dad. :/

Hhhmmm… wait, I wanted to write more but as always, I prefer to settle down with more spontaneous exchange of words, phrases, and sentences with someone who’ll spontaneously respond to whatever gibberish I’ll say. Lol. :>

There’s just too much things floating around me

085: you’re pulling and pushing me down to you is the last 365 photo I uploaded

Sometimes I just wished April didn’t come to an end that soon or that someone cut May off so that June can start already. To me, it feels like May is taking forever to end. How do I start? May is just that…. too hot for me to handle I supposed. There’s just too many issues and problems that sprouted and have been floating around my head for the past weeks and hopefully they’ll eventually subside soon.

I know it wouldn’t be such an interesting topic if I’ll be talking about problems here, however…. I think I just have to let it out. I know I can’t blab in details, but writing about it here will definitely ease my mind. :]

Dear You,

First of, from all my previous experiences I know deep in my heart that this too shall gradually pass. I’m not expecting it to be ok and back to normal with just one click or one wave of a wand just like in the wizarding world but at least, let us give it enough time to heal.

I believe that I’ve told you the truth… or at least 90% of it. I’m not sure if you take what I’ve said but with all sincerity, if there is one thing I want with my life to have, it’s prolly simplicity. I want to have a simple, normal life within a circle of my few great real friends. I love and respect my family so much that I wouldn’t do foolish things that could upset them. :]

Honestly, I don’t know who to believe or call my friend anymore. It’s all messed up now. Information overload is bad. It makes things so unfocused… but then, I always believe that these things are part of one’s life. Remember, everything has a positive output no matter how bad may it seem… problems like these… well, they make life less boring.

love,

me.

On a brighter tone, I’ve spent my day doing things that needs to be done like for example, I’ve tried to prepare new 365 photos / artworks to upload. Yup, I’ve never really intended my 365 to be just photos… I have to put words, quotes, conversations, videos, artworks, etc on it too. Well, that was my first plan anyway then I  got lazy and just took photos now that I can’t bring my camera everyday, I have to make my original 35 plan work now right?

I’ve finished my www letters too. Yup, I’ll be using my film camera again which I missed doing. I just hope I’d find enough energy to do more stuff. Office has been hogging most of my time now.

Ugh, March already?!

So what happened to my regular weekly decent update plan last February?! NOTHING!!!!! Just when things are starting to get a little bit lively around here, crap happens and ruins everything.

On my last entry, I was planning to post my 365 Project summary here every week but my internet fucked up and I was internet-less for a week so I wasn’t able to upload stuff… and then when my internet finally got fixed a week later, the new laptop arrived and I was so busy reinstalling stuff again. It’s like, starting from scratch…. my previous 365 photos are still stuck on the old laptop and I haven’t got the time to move files from one laptop to another at all because of work. Sad.

And now, I realized it’s March already!!! That was really really fast! :> This March, I’m expecting some highlights such as: Paramore concert on the 9th, the effectivity of my so-called promotion on the 15th (though I’m still not sure if this is something to be hyped about), renewing toffeenut.org on or before the 17th, hopefully getting a new domain by the end of the month (if things go smoothly and have enough extra money to purchase one).

Hello, February!

033 | same shit everyday, a planner doodle I made for my Project 365, Counting Idle Moments!

Can you believe it?! I think January flew so fast! Lol. Maybe I was just too busy lately to notice it’s February already. Haha! Well, how was first week of February?

Mine can be summarized by the photo I posted above. SHITTY. I’ve been experiencing loads of crap, stress, and drama the whole week. Plus, my internet has been so choppy lately too. January was a good month, I hope February eventually turn to a good one too.

On a brighter note, it’s been a known fact that there are people who release their stress and depression by means of eating, and well, I’m one of those! I’ve been randomly craving for food lately which I helplessly follow leaving me a bit over on my weekly budget but at least I get to eat what I crave for. Haha! I get to eat my favourite Subway sandwich (Roast chicken sandwich) for lunch on Monday, then yummy home-cooked sweet and sour pork meal lunch from my mum on Tuesday, a cheesy and creamy chicken lasagna dinner f(House of Lasagna) on Wednesday,  a fresh cooked shrimp (from Century Park) dinner on Thursday, and a nice tuna sandwich and warm huge cup of Starbucks’ Signature hot chocolate on Friday. Awesome. :>

Oh yes, while I was in Podium last Monday to get my Subway sandwich, I passed by a restaurant near the escalator and saw their French dipped roast beef sandwich, I’m kind of interested in trying that one too. Lol. Maybe I should bring a nicer camera whenever I eat and take nicer photos right? Lol.

For those who are working very hard on their Project 365 this year, how are you guys keeping up with it? I’m doing ok so far. I’m really hoping to finish it! My uploading is pretty laggy due to my busy workload though. :/ I’m planning to post a summary of my 365 every week here on my blog (just to have a decent regular update cos I want to keep this place alive!) and I kinda miss old school style of blogging. :]

Finally, something new.

I’ve been wanting to have a new theme for this site for ages now and good thing I wasn’t that busy this week so I was able to come up with this spazzy new theme! I fell in love with the wood background I used the moment I saw it, I was actually browsing for something I can use for a project study and saw the wood texture and used it for my design but the client made me take it off and leave the design plain so I tweaked it a bit and used it for my blog instead. Sweet, instant theme.

I haven’t been coding for ages too so pardon my codes, recycled everything here actually. Hahaha. This is like a patchwork of all my past themes… the codes I mean. I’m trying to revive this domain bit by bit!

I’m teaching myself how to make my own tumblr theme. Heehee, sorry cos coding isn’t really my thing so I’m pretty slow to code. :>

Btw, for more recent updates you guys should just check my Project 365, counting idle moments. Posting them on both tumblr and flickr now, not on a daily basis though. It’s prety tough for me to update on a daily basis. :]

Stressed & really drained

Eastwood Fountain by me using Canon 20D; 090509

Honestly, the last month that I remember was July. I can’t believe September is almost halfway done and October is just a few weeks away. I’ve been away for so long that I have of things to share. Oh boy, I think this is going to be somewhat long.

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