Red cups are coming.

Hooray for November! I love November basically because of the following: It is the month of my birthday! It makes Christmas much nearer to my reach. It starts Starbucks’ sticker hunt. =D It’s the month where we celebrate CFAD Week. Things are just so much nicer and sadder at the same time for me during this month.

That’s me, my brother, and our mum. Check my FLICKR for more (some are friends only!)

Last Saturday, I felt as though the whole day was just like any other Saturday until we reached Shangri La and it was closed! We ended up going to Megamall instead where a sale was currently held so — yess, crowded! Okay, we didn’t visit the cemetery because they went there last October 30th, I wasn’t able to go with them because I have work and I don’t think I’ll have the courage to go to Chinese Cemetery alone.

Yesterday was my mum’s friend’s birthday. It was super fun! First, they won the game (PBA game — Coke VS Red Bull) and second, I get to play with my mum’s other friend’s DSLR, a Nikon D90! Wooot. I was like the photographer of the event! LOL. OMG, it was so much love ♥. Now, I’m torn between Nikon D80 and D90. OH NOES~ Honestly, I can’t get over it! I adjusted the settings to my own liking and stuff and the only thing that made me sad that night was that I didn’t get to take it with me on our way home. Oooh, I have pics! I’ll post everything tomorrow. I’ll give my mum my thumb drive to get the D90 photoos! haha…

Just a thought, what if I’ll just go for a D90 instead of D80? I mean my mobile phone is a D900 wouldn’t it be fun if my DSLR will be a D90? LOL. XD;

Oh yes, I’m using WP 2.7 Beta and I’m loving it! =D. It has this nifty nice and smooth dashboard and new stuff to try (like it has this Stick to front page thingie already)! So try it! =D.

With no specific topic

Isn’t it hard to write something when you have the urge to write yet you have no specific topic to write about? So yes, this will going to be one of those really random stuff from me… most likely the ones that are on my mind at this very moment I’m typing this thing. Anyhoo, here goes!

Things have been pretty busy lately. Busy and impulsive. I’ve filed a couple a OT forms for this payroll… I didn’t receive my payslip today and haven’t checked up on my payroll card so I have no idea how much I earned today… I’m pretty lazy and tired to go to an ATM just to check it…. LOL. It makes me feel sad that I didn’t finished the reindeer I was working on Illustrator earlier.. Kat (one of our AEs) need it by around 10am tomorrow… I wonder if I’ll finish it on time? I hope so or else I might get scolded for going home without finishing it. Hahaha!

I’ve been catching one of my favorite animes of all times, Honey and Clover on TV again. YAY~ I missed watching it!! I missed watching Mayama, Yamada, Takemoto, Morita, and Hanamoto!! Hahaha! I’ve become so attached with it… with the story, the characters, the twists and turns of it. For one, I feel Yamada’s one-sided love problem and Hagu’s nervousness towards Morita. >< OKAY ENOUGH. I’ll talk about why I like Honey and Clover so much next time. LOL~

I’ll be having a little photoshoot with John and Saichi on Saturday at Eastwood City. I’m soo excited! It’ll be my first time to meet them in person! Heehee~ I’ll be using my SLR and phone. I just hope it’ll a beautiful day to shoot. :]

I’ve been watching this series at ABSCBN lately too, Three dads with 1 mom? It’s funny! I might buy a DVD copy of it soon~ =D.

I’ve been pretty dead on DA again lately… Actually, I’m pretty inactive on almost everything except plurk. I haven’t used my YM in a while now and I’ve slowed down updating my deviantart, flickr, tumblr, multiply, facebook, and friendster as well (actually, even this blog!). I wonder what’s making me like this lately? OH, WORK. YES WORK. WORKS TAKES EVERY THING I LIKE.

Oh and before I leave, thank you so much for the comments and the funny reactions with the “Mapapaleche ka sa sarap”. LOL. I’ll post some of my designs again and I’ll bloghop and return your comments soon =D

Dear you,

Dear you,

I’m sorry I wasn’t able to go be with you the whole time you were in the hospital undergoing treatments. And I’m sorry that I couldn’t help with the expenses. I love you so much and I’d exchange everything I have just to make you happy.

Anyway, thank you for today’s treat! I love my new yellow nails to bits!!! You’re the best girlfriend I have and I really really love you mum.ü

xoxo, me*

P.S. Why the sudden change of you wanting me to find a bf already? It sounds so weird.

* * *

Dear you,

I just want to tell you that I know who you really are already! Thank you so much for the great show you had provided me, I was really entertained. It opened my eyes and heart to a lot of possibilities and help me realize my capability of differentiating a front act from reality. That was quite a show and see? I’m so good with this.

From everything you’ve told me before, I’ve realized that the only really thing you’ve said to me was: Nobody loves you and nobody wants you. Even you’re family I suppose? Oh, Why would you be somebody else if you like yourself in the first place? So does that mean that even you don’t like or love or wanmt your own self? Ouch but true. I pity you that you can’t have somebody that’ll accept you for who you really are without you BUYING them and showering them with gifts. I’m happy for you that you finally found somebody who would greatly receive all your gifts. WOW! The thing is, will she accept you for who you REALLY REALLY ARE? I wonder and that I gotta see! Haha!

When will you remove that mask of yours? You can’t wear that forever, you know. Hahaha! I can’t believe that a person such as you really do exist BUT it’s sad that you’re way low than the person you portray to exist. How long will you continue living that kind of life? Forever? Hah! You WISH! I remember that you used to make me hate your ex for making you look like a manipulator and someone really really really bad — and you know what? SHE IS RIGHT!

You don’t deserve how people see you because that’s NOT REALLY YOU. You’re coward enough not the let people see you, the helpless little you. And you are coward enough not to accept who you really are and what God has given you. Why do you want to be somebody else anyway? Diba, you have everything already? Yes, I used to be so envy because you seem to be so perfect but then I realized that I shouldn’t be because I’m much more real than you and the people I love love me for it and that I don’t have to treat them regularly or buy them expensive gifts just to make them like me — UNLIKE YOU! BLEH! :p

You’re so lucky that I have to waste my time to type this thing about you but then I want you (if ever you get to read this) and everyone around us know who you really are!

xoxo, the wonderful me*

Simultaneous ranting

SM FRESH AGAIN. When will this project end anyway?! Imagine how many SM malls are there all over the country and how many final artworks have been made for each branches every time they want it revised, re-FAed, and relayout — countless. Nakaka-sabaw na tong project na to sa totoo lang. At first they wanted it to launch on the 1st of May, eh anong petsa na ba?! MY GULAY. Sobrang tagal na to.

I was surprised to find myself looking at posted job vacancies again. Am I unconsciously searching for a new employment? I have my work. I’m quite happy with the company but… there are just some factors that’s making it seems like hell.

On a different note, isn’t it sad to know that one moment you were good friends (or at least I thought we were) and one moment you were strangers already? Isn’t sad to know that the people you once consider good friends would turn out to be strangers in the end as a result of something really stupid? Sayang kasi yung friendship.

What about being friends with a hypocrite? Mind you, you are aware that the person is a hypocrite and is bad mouthing you. Hard? Then what about being friends with you ex and his current gf and your ex bad mouths you with the current? That’s one hell of a fucking fucked up situation right? Sadly, I experienced it.

I really hate posers. The ones who steal other people’s pictures and post it as their own. The ones who create fake names and fake personalities on the net just to make their life a little less boring. I met a couple of posers already and I hate them.