Dear you,

I’m sorry I wasn’t able to go be with you the whole time you were in the hospital undergoing treatments. And I’m sorry that I couldn’t help with the expenses. I love you so much and I’d exchange everything I have just to make you happy.

Anyway, thank you for today’s treat! I love my new yellow nails to bits!!! You’re the best girlfriend I have and I really really love you mum.ü

xoxo, me*

P.S. Why the sudden change of you wanting me to find a bf already? It sounds so weird.

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Dear you,

I just want to tell you that I know who you really are already! Thank you so much for the great show you had provided me, I was really entertained. It opened my eyes and heart to a lot of possibilities and help me realize my capability of differentiating a front act from reality. That was quite a show and see? I’m so good with this.

From everything you’ve told me before, I’ve realized that the only really thing you’ve said to me was: Nobody loves you and nobody wants you. Even you’re family I suppose? Oh, Why would you be somebody else if you like yourself in the first place? So does that mean that even you don’t like or love or wanmt your own self? Ouch but true. I pity you that you can’t have somebody that’ll accept you for who you really are without you BUYING them and showering them with gifts. I’m happy for you that you finally found somebody who would greatly receive all your gifts. WOW! The thing is, will she accept you for who you REALLY REALLY ARE? I wonder and that I gotta see! Haha!

When will you remove that mask of yours? You can’t wear that forever, you know. Hahaha! I can’t believe that a person such as you really do exist BUT it’s sad that you’re way low than the person you portray to exist. How long will you continue living that kind of life? Forever? Hah! You WISH! I remember that you used to make me hate your ex for making you look like a manipulator and someone really really really bad — and you know what? SHE IS RIGHT!

You don’t deserve how people see you because that’s NOT REALLY YOU. You’re coward enough not the let people see you, the helpless little you. And you are coward enough not to accept who you really are and what God has given you. Why do you want to be somebody else anyway? Diba, you have everything already? Yes, I used to be so envy because you seem to be so perfect but then I realized that I shouldn’t be because I’m much more real than you and the people I love love me for it and that I don’t have to treat them regularly or buy them expensive gifts just to make them like me — UNLIKE YOU! BLEH! :p

You’re so lucky that I have to waste my time to type this thing about you but then I want you (if ever you get to read this) and everyone around us know who you really are!

xoxo, the wonderful me*